fairly tale of mine :)

yeah. indeed.

he's not the only guy in the universe.

but he's the only one that matters.

no matter what he did. small or big it always matters. :(

he just never understand what i wants.

he never think whatever he did actually hurt me so much.

a little things that he does mean alot to me.

im jealous seeing facebook alots of couple

that spend time together and be sweet 

in facebook.

to be honest.

i also want like this.

not to let the whole world know.

but at least it shows that he could show to people how much he heart me.

but he never did.

unless i post it myself

sometimes its feel like im being syok sendiri there.

and whats the use of it?

loving someone so much and you got nothing in return?

i jsut want to have a love that sweet at least for a while.

sometimes?

but why i just never had all this.

i couldnt imagine how much he really love me.

i dont feel it anymore. we are not in marriage yet.

and yet i've been treated like this. 

then what about in future?

should i hold on?

i bet he would never read this.

cause 

in his heart.

im just a girl that love him so much.

he knows i wouldnt leave him.

as i love him too much.

what else can i do?? :(