fairly tale of mine :)

i'm thinking weather to accept him or not?

hmmmm

too much choices for me.

all are nice, all are sweet, all love me =/

first of all, is always him.

the sweet malay guy.

he have been sweet and nice to me all this while.

even i was on call with him, he still could says those sweet words to me.

not every guy can do that right?

that is why i melted actually.

hmmmm..

when i say i love him too..

he answer me, he love me more.

yea.. i think he really love me more than i love him

because he was a malay, i do not have the courage to accept him at all :(

if he was a chinese, i will no doubt to accept him at all. :))

i want to fall in love again..

but before this, i got to fix my broken heart </3

its wasnt that easy to fix a broken heart at all...

another one is my senior,

how could he suddenly like me i also shock.

he gave me two toblero after my singing competition, i was so shock at that time..

because toblero is really an expensive chocolate... awww..

if i have any problem, he will always take care of me. 

but he did not really say he wanna me to be his gf anyway.

i do not know i want or not?

or maybe, what i want is single? :)) 

so that i wont hurt anyone, including myself :)

but at the same time,

i wanna know how does it feel of being love actually.

i really thinking very very hardly this few days..

thinking i've should reject both of them?

or accept one of them? 

or choose another one?

really not an easy decision.

making decision is always in my life. hmmmm.. 

not an easy task at all =/