fairly tale of mine :)

trying to be me so hard.

this few days people seems like to have problems with me.

am i really that annoying?

is there any problem with me?

i really think i got a lot of problems.

i think

i really need to change myself into another person.

i shouldnt be so talkative and stop being so nosy at time.

if people wanna share with me then i baru ask,

if people scold me, i'll just keep quite.

its really very pek chek having this type of life

i have to fake myself smilling around

when i was actually hurt deep inside

i have to keep on apologize to people until its seems like its my fault

not a pretty girl is always like that

tell me.

what can i do? 

gosh. 

its my fault :(

i should just keep my mouth shut.

that simple.

there's nothing i can do right? :(

haiz. its really painful when someone i love is loving someone else.

especially when i know its too late to love him.

haiz. its just not mine. really not mine.

he can just change his heart so fast.

and me, trying so hard to bury our memories. 

today i even really bury those stuff and words that i wanna say to him.

because i know that, we will never meant to be together. 

you have your own happiness already.

but truly in my heart </3 i really do miss you.

but what is the use right?

i really wish i have you around me, cause you will always listen to me.

and be there for me.

but now. i have to stop myself to look for you.

i have to, to avoid your girl misunderstand.

PS: I MISS YOU </3