fairly tale of mine :)

if you could read hers,

you would be in tears.

i saw a grandma in the bus just now.

sitting alone carrying alot of stuff.

when i first step into the bus, i saw her talking to the bus driver.

the bus driver keep on asking her where she wanna go.

she did answer. but we dint know where is that place suppose to be.

i was looking at her.

her nose fluid is flowing out. and she dint wipe it off.

until a girl, sitting opposite her went down to buy tissues for her.

then pass to her the tissue. 

when the bus started to move.

she suddenly fainted. all her stuff fell down and she lie on the other chair. 

everyone was so shock.

some aunties say "uncle uncle look at her scares people only"

then i  look at her. i was kinda far away.

then the bus driver bring her to hospital.

on the way to hospital..

 the girl opposite her, pull her back and sitted properly.

she's suddenly so fine. and no problem.

but. deeply into her eyes.

you could see the tears. gosh. i really heart pain looking at that. 

she is so old already, and she do have families. 

she do have relatives, but no one cares about her. 

the way she look at me. 

she doesnt want people to look at her at innocent face.

she wanna tell people that she's fine. she's strong.

but deeply inside her, you could feel the pain inside her.

gosh. if only you could read her mind, you could be in tears. 

nowadays people can spend money buying ipad, ipod all those stuff for their kids.

but. do they even wanna spend money on their parents?

unless their parents have assets.

why do people thinks like this? 

do you ever think who is the one who taking care of you when you sick?

who is the one paying money, giving you money to spend on the stuff you want?

who is the one who love you using all their hearts?

who is the one care about you ALL the time?

and spending almost half of their life worrying about you.

PARENTS! FAMILY! 

cant you just love them back? and appreciate what you have? 

life might not be perfect.

but. they love you more than ANYTHING.

they scold because they care for you.

sometimes they put all their anger on you.

do you ever think what do they face? is it a very hardship for them?

being patient and love to them is the best.

and i really wanna let my family know.

i do love them more than anything.

just more than anything.