fairly tale of mine :)

  it would be perfect if we had these in our life.

where we could pause the beautiful time of ours.

the memories of us.

the sweet moment of ours.

the moment that i could never forget.

where we could back forward.

back to the moment where i did wrongly.

back to the moment and do what i was suppose to do!

back to the moment where i can have you beside me.

back to the moment when we were so close together.

where we could stop the moment that we want.

at look at what mistakes or look at what memory we had

look at what we have done at that moment!

where we could fast forward the moment that is so tough for us.

but actually our life is already being fast forward.

times passes day by day.

month by month

year by year.

i still have to move on. 

and i'm being strong to move on right now.

but how long could i stand?

i cried and cried.

but you never know it.

and you never gonna give a damn about it.

was that suppose to be?

YES! i keep telling myself YES!

HE SUPPOSE TO IGNORE YOU!

YOU ARE NOTHING TO HIM!

i have to keep telling myself that. :(

looking at me laughing and smiling.

but deeply inside.

i was being hurt deeply. 

wasnt your fault.

it was me myself!

是我傻。是我太傻了。

爱上一个我不应该爱的人。。

明知道我和他是不可能的。

但我还是放不掉。

哭了再哭有是么用呢？

有谁会去明白你的心意呢？ 是没有人。

告诉自己可以放手的。告诉自己我是能做的到的。

我一定要珍惜所有东西在我身边。:)