fairly tale of mine :)

Hello April :)

happy april fool to everyone.

First day of april is a april fool day.

early in the morning got fool by my mum.

went to missing .

both me and my sister woke up without mummy at home.

she didnt bring her bag, her handphone.

we cant even get through her.

wake up early in the morning and went out to look for her.

we drive and walk around the tabuan area.

 mum, how i wish you really fooled us. 

but you didnt . 

when i went down and ask you to eat with us properly.

you said those word that really hurts me.

i was thinking am i not being your children

which make you said such a hurtful words.

or maybe you arent in a good mood.

so you said those words.

sometime i wish i was a kid

because maybe only like that you could treat me like kids.

a little kids that you loved before.

before those hurtful words are out.

are we lack of communication?

which actually cause both of us become like this?

you didnt know how much i hurt inside.

i cried inside when you said those words.

yes. i was angry.

but i was angry at myself for being such a daughter in your heart.

now then i know how you actually think about me.

Mom.

no matter what. you're still the one i love in my heart always <3

even if those words are already in my heart.