fairly tale of mine :)

knowing that the person that you crush is with another girl now.

do you ever know how pain that could be?

when you say yes.

i wish that. 

i was reading wrong msg.

IT WASNT THE RIGHT ONE!

i really really wish that.

reading that msg. i cried.

my tears just drop like this.

i din know you meant this much to me.

saying congratulations to you.

its really the hardest thing to say out truly from my heart.

i still wish i read the wrong msg.

but i dint.

it was comfirm.

by you.

you...

what can i do more except than crying like a baby here?

who ever care exactly how i feel?

i was doing my maths.

with my tears keep on fall down.

and the tears had wet the paper on my table.

how stupid i was?

i din even let him know that i like him

what is the use im crying now?

what the hell is the use?!

CANT YOU JUST STOP CRYING?!

am i not good enough for you? 

compared to her?

is she much more better than me?

haih. tell me. 

what am i suppose to do with this broken heart?

everyone giving me hope.

pushing me to you.

but. i was being push into a deep deep black hole by you.

this feeling is fearless.

scary.

and helpless.

i feel pain every part of my body because i fall deeply.

and now. even my heart has broken.

tell me.

what am i suppose to do with it?

tell me.