fairly tale of mine :)

i wish i was better at telling people how i really feel.

because. all i can do is writting my feeling into words.

but not to express it at all.

looking at you everyday.

is so torturing.

no one know i was heartbroken inside here.

all i do was. faking a smile and walk by.

but however.  if he is really happy with her. 

i do not mind at all.

because :) i know that i will be happy for him as well.

everytime i keep myself busy.

no matter how.

you are still on my mind.

i look busy but however. 

my heart is totally missing you and thinking back of those msg 

and time that we spend together :')

i'll stay strong.

i promise sweetie :) darling and sweetheart.

i shall not hurt myself again and again anymore.

i will get use to it however.

time will heal :')

if you ask me to stop now.

i cant.

because. i suddenly realise.

i really fall for him already. =/

and i regret for not saying out my feeling towards him.

really regret.

but. regret cant help isnt it?

i rather to become close friend :D

PS: your crush :)