fairly tale of mine :)

the quote in the picture is sooo true.

god is using time and pressure on me.

today were talking to my class teacher.

talks about how i actually make myself to act nothing when they all say about me.

how can i stay strong like this?

i never know i was this strong too.

until today, talking to my class teacher and talks about my family stuff. friends, and even relationships.

today i heard another news saying that one of my bus mate dad passed away.

life aint about what you want to happen.

anything could happen anytime any moment.

my teacher suddenly asked me.

weather my dad owe money is it because of some medical expenses?

when she ask me.

i really doubt. what can i do about it?

when talking to my sweetheart what teacher had talk to me.

i suddenly feel like crying.

i dont want anything happen to any of my family member.

 if one of them leave me. i really never want it to happen to me.

but i hold back my tears.

and make myself chill down. and back to a smile.

what i can do is fake a smile and pretend everything will be fine

exam is coming soon. 

i shouldnt have spend my time here.

i just wanna cry.

thats all =/