fairly tale of mine :)

happy chinese new year to everyone :)

hope that you had a good one.

since after this cny,

i faced alot of things.

wondering why are there so many dramatic stories in my life.

then i just realise.

everyone have their own drama.

we were all playing a role in our life.

in our "movie"

 everyone knows the cover.

but no one knows the story inside unless you yourself reading it.

as what people always said. 

dont judge the book by its cover :)

if someone become a person you dislike.

there must be a reason why is that person acting like this.

everyone did mistakes

no one is perfect.

since then i realise

you're so perfect to me.

and am i gonna to use this mistake 

to lose a perfect person like you?

well of course 

is a big NO.

the reason why 

i've been so quite this few days.

is because my head keep on thinking.

wondering.

why our life is so complicated?

so dramatic?

and why every human likes to ask for more?

when they already had more than enough.

and started to ask myself.

WHY??

why am i asking for more since i have more than enough?

why am i being so rebelious?

why am i acting like the whole world is belong to me?

why am i giving people so much pressure?

why am i being so ridiculous?

why am i not thinking for the one i love before i did something?

i kept asking myself.

what i can answer myself is.

this is human's natural attitude.

everyone had it?

but...

is this the answer i want?

is this the reason that im giving to myself?

i need to change.

yes.

i told myself. i need to.

but is there anyone here to change me?

help me? support me? :(