fairly tale of mine :)

got a new dress from my mum them.

actually they buy it for themselves.

but ended up for me.

because it suit me more :P

 anyway just randomly wanna talk about this.

this few days. 

people are talking about end of the world.

and some even ask me question said.

if its really end of the world today.

what you wanna do then?

i answered:

i want to spend the very last moment with my loves one.

then that person ask me.

other than family,

who is the one that appears in your mind?

ask yourself this question.

did you realise that your mind naturally think of him or her?

the person you've always love right?

yes. i think of him naturally. 

because i love him.

no matter what had happened between us.

i still love him unconditionally.

foolish of me isnt it?

i dont think so.

i dont know why i just trust him

is trust that keeping me holding on until now.

is the trust that i put on him

a trust that every relationship should have

 probably this kind of relation makes him feel better

feel more comfortable?

i dont want force you to do stuff you doesnt want.

i dont know what i can do to make you feel better.

 stop annoying you probably.

maybe you doesnt know how i feel.

or you never will.

i wanna let go.

really. but a part of me keeping me holding on like a foolish girl.

can you show it to me that you're worth for my heart?

you are worth for my time.

you are worth for everything i have gone through?

days passes 

time passes like wind.

it has been about 2 week plus already.

and its christmas eve today.

gonna countdown tonight.

wonder if you really will appear in front of me tonight.

i suddenly afraid of putting hopes into it.

but i cant overcome my afraidness feeling.

i still wish you will be by my side countdown with me.

merry christmas to everyone ;)

hoping that your wish will come true <3

PS: santa please grant my wish. :')