fairly tale of mine :)

  a break from life.

a time for everything.

i'm tired. i cant continue this way anymore.

i cant handle this anymore.

i'm tired and sick of all this drama already.

i really dont know what do you want from me.

why you keep me hanging like this?

what am i to you actually?

i keep asking myself.

and everyone keep asking me.

i dont know what am i

his girlfriend?

his friend?

or ex?

did you know im smiling outside

and dying inside?

looking at those pictures of us. 

how we spent our time happily?

i almost cry again.

but i breathe it in.

i cant handle it anymore.

some ask me to let go

some ask me to hold on

some ask me to think about other stuff.

i really wanna hide myself away from all this stuff.

run away from all this drama.

im sick of it.

acting like i dont give a damn about it.

when you actually care about it more than anything.

you never know how painful is it to face all this. 

i want someone who truly care for me.

i dont want this.

dont say you love me

just to make me feel alright.

dont hug me just to make yourself feel better.

dont kiss me if you dont know how to reject.

tell me.

i shall back off.

and stop doing all these things.