fairly tale of mine :)

christmas is over.

and here comes the new year <3

i celebrate my christmas with him ;)

countdown at home without people around us.

however, i had a great countdown with him.

before the times strikes at 12

he hug me and put me on his laps.

and kiss me <3

is the best christmas i could ever had.

 however 

there are stuff that breaks my heart too.

i dont know who are she to interrupt our relation.

theres something in my mind telling me 

there is something 

that this person hiding from you.

but i know.

i could never find the answer back.

i know he is afraid of losing me like i do as well.

he probably just dont know how to say it to me?

i dont know.

leo's egoness is really high :(

i keep asking myself this and that.

but i could never get the answer.

break up doesnt mean we dont love each other anymore

but why are there people thinks that you break up because of no more love.

if between both of us 

doesnt have love anymore.

we wouldnt be this close anymore.

he wouldnt waste his time on me anymore right?

what the hell am i thinking actually?

i only wish upon the stars.

and not telling you what 

i've been wishing for.

what i've been dreaming for. 

i keep working to make myself stop asking myself

about those stuff.

its really non of my business.

but if she touch me or scolded me or him

then dont take me as sick cat.

i'm not that good as you thought i am easy to bully.