fairly tale of mine :)

left 14days to our very first year anniversary :)

and of course. i think alot.

as usual.

i was thinking are we gonna celebrate another year anniversary?

how many years are we gonna spend together again?

what if i go to other place for studies?

what i'm the one that fall in love with others?

what if im the one who can stand the life without him?

what if one day.

he is not here for me when i need him.

but today.

i got to answer every each  of the question with only one answer :)

appreaciate every moment with him.

then i wont lose all of it isnt it?

appreciate it not complain about it

not comparing about it.

not thinking that he would leave me.

not thinking that  i would fall for others.

because my heart is already with him.

people always say its nothing for being together for only one year.

people says SO WHAT?

but. for me.

its just this important to me.

this is my very first relationship that i put my whole heart into it.

i hurt myself before.

i break down before.

but he is the  one who held me up.

hold my hand and says i'm here.

he is the person who love me without any condition.

he is the one that protects me from any harm.

he is the one who can stand my attitude.

there is no one can replace him anymore.

he is the one.

the perfect one in my heart.

everyone of us has an imperfect part of us.

and when you found another imperfect person.

this is how you created the perfect us :)

the imperfect of me plus the perfect of him 

and the imperfect of him plus the perfect of me.

created us baby <3

yes. i do get mad at you sometimes.

for being late to fetch me.

for not liking my stuff at facebook.

for replying people's text and not mine.

for ignoring my post.

for not texting with me when you are actually in class.

for not sending me good night text.

but i realise.

you're late because you're not feeling well. or you really have stuff to do.

you din like my stuff in facebook is because you didnt even have time to online because 

spend most of the time to online on me.

you reply other people msg but actually you did reply mine as well.

you din send me good night text because you were so tired after our good night call.

i dont understand why you can stand this kind of girl?

what makes you stay on me for so long?

hahahahhaha! 

very funny right? im like talking bad about myself here.

but i admit.

because i know im not like other girl. acting in front of you being sweet. being so polite and so on.

im me. i act whatsoever i want.

but you love me for who i am.

baby <3 

thank you for everything :) 

you make me smile without realizing it.

you make me laugh like a fool everytime im with you.

you act like kids everytime you with me <3

you never afraid to tell your friend that.

THIS GIRL IS MY BABY <3 so you have problem with her?

hahahhaha :)